Krachen

Finally i am being slightly constructive today. Studied in the library alone. Meeting zhen tomorrow. Thanks for teaching me. Appreciate your help. =) Went to meet liting and janice just now. Nothing much though. Haha.. Tomorrow got to study study and study. 6 more days to exam!

I realised my trip and school crashed.. I starting school on july 4th. But the stated date before was in august. SIM screwed up. But nevertheless. I will wanna carry on what i planned. I shall miss school and catch up later on. Cant forsake something i wanted to for so long. Is also a time for me to think.

温柔 倔强 勇敢 安静 吵闹 沉默 都是我 我拥有太多 不同基因

Savne

Ok, yesterday lose in mahjong. Thanks to jiahui. One person win all. But i won the first round with 5 tai! Lol.. After that went swimming this morning with stan and joey. Did not swim a lot due to the tiredness from mahjong session. After that went tanning. But stan and me fell asleep and ended up sun burned.

Slept from afternoon till 12am. Am i good or good? Die.. I cant sleep later on. Still got medical appointment tomorrow at 9am. Oh ya, got lesson at 7pm too! Shit.. I am screwed.. On a happier note, i am accepted by UOL! So, i can officially start my class in aug! How great. I never felt so happy being a student in the past.

I am hungry.. No lunch no dinner. Slept the whole day away.

要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我是我舍不得
是我不配为你再狼狈
你不爱我你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我是我舍不得
是我不配和命运作对
你不爱我你真的不爱我
一直以为我是后卫
原来只是那后备

Sozinho

Clubbing yesterday was quite ok except with lesser crowd. Make some new friends. As usual, clubbing is easy to get friends. Today supposed to go club too! But not many people i know going so ended up going for mahjong. But shalene just called me! She told me she is going club and thought of giving me a surprise after she reach. Aww.. Shit man.. Should have club.. I wanna club more! Hell fun with them. I love my cliques! Stan i love you. =D

Alright going out now.. Mahjong! Big money big money! Lol.. Cheerios!

Dormir

The word is busy, busy and busy. I hate going back to camp. Zzz... I need a swim. Think tomorrow shall go swim in camp. June is a great month for movies! Many nice shows coming up.

Going to ord already. Yet the person to welcome my freedom is not you anymore. No one actually. Just some parts of me still miss those good old days.. I need to find someone really nice and sincerely care for me. =)

Club or not tomorrow? Hmm.. A bit tired.. Lacked of rest.

There are always certain time in life, when each individual got to make a decision. At a cross road, there are turns you will need to deviate and turns that might cause regrets in the future. Sometimes is good enough to go straight. Influences and partial mixed up will result in each step and decision being enforced. I decided to explore life. To feel what is it all about. To learn more about anything and everything. Embarking on a new set of thinkings. I am excited about july! My first individual trip.

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着就能感受你比我难过

谁写的歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

Leger

4 more hours. Gonna reach camp at 7.30am. Sian. Been so long. I want a longer MC! Now still got to rush around for lessons. Zzz.. Whatever it is, night. Shall blog again when i book out. =) Till then..

Jorrar

Friday was a blast. Went club with my cliques. Reached there, met so many familiar faces. Finally saw ernest after such a long time! Friends and friend's friends covering a big area of the club. Starting was just the 6 of us. Stan, joey, jes, weiling, shalene and me. After that ting ting came. Then daren. Met ernest, dennis, james, mana, meihui and a few more. All of them are with their own group. James and friends joined us. While mana and her friend only came on and off. Miss oh also was there. She is my lecturer in TP! How cool right? She dressed till super hot. Accompanied by a pretty friend of hers. Drank quite a lot. Was gone for a moment but regained conscious later on. Never vomit or do anything indecent. Just acted funny and silly. People thought shalene is my gf. This is the second time. Lol.. Yes, i laughed a lot yesterday night. But sometimes, laughing and smiling can be just a way to conceal sadness.

Afternoon lunch at maersk. Met joanna at the station first. Ok, sorry i was late. =p Lunch was kinda short. Lacked of time. After that went back TP for CCN day. Meet up with constance and stanley over there. Visited some tutors of mine. Such as Miss oh, Mrs wee, Mr lim and mr teo! =) Talked for quite a while and am so glad to see them once again after nearly two years. Notorious enough for them to remember me. Haha.. Accompany stan home to change first before heading down to orchard and meet up joanna and constance again. Shopped around for a while and went for a movie. Made of honour. A very satisfying show. I realised constance is more sociable and friendlier than what i thought of. Quite a nice friend to have. Joanna dont wanna club. So constance rejected the offer of joining us. Joanna is afraid of horror show! Lol.. Maybe lets all meet up again this coming fri or sat? =) Show ended and went over to meet joey. Headed down to DBLO which i have blogged about in the first paragraph.

Today almost missed my lesson. Woke up super late. Never even set alarm. Luckily my body clock is working. Cabbed to school. Cant concentrate well in class. Was like still high on alcohol. Lol.. After that went bugis with sito to meet up stan and joey. Meet up with shalene too. =) Rejected the offer of mahjong as i am super tired. They must still be playing at this hour. I shall go catch my sleep. Go tan tomorrow and church. So, night to everyone. And thanks for reading my life up till now.. *Cheers*

Folt

Met up with boss after my swim. Reach home around 6am. Slept and went to school. Tired.. Almost fell asleep in the class. Eve asked me to go club today. But since i am going on friday then might as well ask her to join up. =)

Is good you finally managed to talk to him. Hope things will proceed well ya.

Gonna go maersk on friday for lunch. I love it when we are able to click even after not seeing each other for some time. All my friends are awesome people. No matter who or what they are, they will always be part of my life. Having them is just like a blessing to me. Perhaps i did many good deeds in my past life that is why my life is filled with them.

I wonder... God please guide me..

Standing still, looking straight. How far can i go? How long can i last?

与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

Paysage

34 short laps. Is that good enough? Or do i need to swim more? Went tanning too. =) Yea, i went swimming alone. Loner. Haha..

Today's economics kinda messy but still alright. Finished all the lectures. Now left with revision. Exams.. Stress.. Supposed to meet boss but cancelled halfway. So met up with stan at 802. He is now in my house. Going to swim later at 8am! That is the best time! Finally got company. 40 laps today at least!

What i want in five years time, i got to make a step out right now. If not, five years later, i will still be the same old me as now. Only by moving forward, then i can see the beautiful scenery i yearn for. Thanks for pushing me. =)

I need to catch some sleep now. Night guys..

Nage

Boss came to look for me when i was watching soccer with ah pin at 802. The 3 of us went Top One Ktv around 12am after man utd clinch title. Chelsea should get it man! Lol.. Sang till 5.30am and went for breakfast. Here am i, just home. But going out now for a swim. So sleepy..

Elfoglalt

Fri
Started with ktv in mind. But ended up i decided not to go. Prefer to meet ting instead. Haha.. See, i am so nice. Went over to PS thought of catching a show. But ended up in zouk. Met boss and her friend signed me in velvet. But did not really join them. But boss was with us all the way. =) Met michelle in phuture. Ting intro her friends to us too. Got into a good conversation with jiron. Send boss home after that and reach home around 7am.

Sat
Almost miss my lesson. Woke up real late and cab down. Felt sleepy throughout. Zzz.. Too much fun and alcohol last night. This friday club again. Anyone wanna join? Boss came tampines so meet up for dinner and a show. What happens in vegas. Really very nice. A show worth watching. Went to meet lian they all for chilling out at cross. Got to know some new friends. Socialising is an important tool. Is always good to know new friends. =)

Sun
Spend some time reading and revising. Woke up late today due to last night drinking again. Meeting ah pin. Exams coming up. Got to plan my leaves and offs from next week onwards. I detest going back now! No more holiday! Lol.. My last week of enjoyment before my sufferings step in. Till then..

Aimer

Iron man yesterday with stan. Nice. The effects and the storyline are well coordinated. The whole show is very entertaining throughout. Slacked around and met zhen at control station. She wanna pass me my birthday present. Thanks.. Is really thoughtful of you. I love it very much. Will treasure it.. =)

Dinner was with my fellow CQ coursemates! Shaun, jon and gf, mark and jacob. Isaac, being an ass gave a last minute excuse. Haha.. Siam kitchen. Ordered the wrong soup and invited suan-ing by them. So ended up i ordered another one. Jacob recommend an outdoor rooftop pub for chilling. Only mark, shaun, jacob and me went. The ambience, design and environment are very unique. First time there but i will go back next time again. Is a place to relax and chill with friends.

Today met xinyi for dinner at sakae. Getting prettier eh.. Haha.. Waited for cab with her under my house. Went back to get my card. Later going out again. =) Shall update later or tomorrow. Take care!

Oublier

My knee and my ankle are in pain. Went for basketball today again. Alright, i ask for the pain. Nothing to complain about. =)

Well well.. Boring day. Never get to meet yang, wen and lin as i am short of time. Tomorrow meeting stan! Been a long time. After that shaun and the gang.

Not sleepy. Talking to boss just now. Interesting.. Haha..

I cant remember anymore. I forgot. Disappearing.

Neteisingas

Moodless! Never mind. Going to meet ting now. Let me roar again! ROOAAARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! ARRRRRrrrrrRRRRgGGggGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fantasma

Came back from lesson. Almost finishing the last chapter of economics. Time... Just pass by me without knowing it. How brief...

Moving forward, taking a step back again. How irony.

I do miss having someone to fuss over me. Someone to bombard my phone with calls and messages. Someone to control me. Telling me what can or cannot. Someone who cares. Oh well..

Hidden in darkness, i can sense the movements. Surviving well in shades. I felt extremely comfortable to be away from light. Queer you might say. I shall not debate. Sensing a slight disturbance in my heart, i decided to look away.

Staring at my computer. Blank.. Nothing seems to be in my head. Lost of words. Emo in the middle of the night.

Ok, just kinda random. Maybe due to some factors that i cant justify. Can anyone decipher my heart?

On a happier note, i am going to sing on friday. So, at least my craving for it has been satisfied.

Tomorrow mathematics. I secretly took pictures of my lecturer last week. I think i am gay. =D I think my life is good now. Just that lonliness likes to befriend me. Haha..

GPS. Where are you....

Leven

Just back from basketball. With han, pin, yida and sito. Today's weather is really hot. Scotching sun! I can felt slight pricking pain on my face now. Later meeting ah pin for supper. Maybe yang will come too.

So back to yesterday. Went out with PS to ps for a movie. Haha.. Nim's island. Great show. Plus great company. =) I would recommend everyone to watch it. Before the show, have a late lunch together. Vegetarian eh.. She can be nun already. Lol.. Got to know her on a deeper level. I mean she is really a very nice person. At least she possesses the best personality among my friends. I am not joking. Have a talk with her and you will realise it. She is too kind by nature. One of those rare species.

After the show actually suppose to meet jessie to chill out. But she went grandma house. So ended up went over to huilin's house to collect my er-hu. After that meet ah pin and han for some slacking at 800plus. Saw stan's parents and maid. Sat there till like nearly 2am. Got quite a bit to catch up. Simple life suits me after all. =)

Yesterday was enjoyable for me. At least i am satisfied with it. I wanna watch iron man, the hottie and the notti, what happen in vegas and blah blah blah.. Please anyone, DATE me OUT! I am a loner.. Sad to say.. =(

2 more months to ord.. Time pass real fast. Getting older. But at least i know what i want and keep tracked of my progress. I need some excitement in life! Give it to me!

Entspannen

Ok, my mc extended by another 2 weeks. That is not enough! I want a month. Ok i must enjoy and make full use of it. I can imaging tons of work waiting for me back in camp. Yawn..

I am bored! O so BORED! Lonely~ I am so lonely~ I have nobody~ I on my own~~ Wooo~~ Wooo~~

I might be shifting house. How exciting. Tomorrow or sunday will be viewing some flats.

I realised i am such a boring person. I need some excitement in my life. Someone to bring me the joy that i yearn for. Someone who really cares for me. I am just a very simple person who can be satisfy by a mere effort.

Been a long while since i talk on the phone. Nice..

Segnen

Shagged. Just back from basketball. Not enough stamina unlike before. Twisted my ankle slightly to break a fall after being knocked down. The same ankle i operated on. Now kind of having faint pain when i walk. Zzz.. Ok back to yesterday. I went fishing! First attempt. With meh meh and ah pin. But i caught nothing. They too alright! Or maybe i am too lousy. I felt the fish trying to tackle my lure. But i just failed to hook it. But is still kinda interesting. Shall go again next time since i have my own rod already. =)

Exams are coming up. Must start preparing. I am hungry now.. Dinner.. I want dinner. This week no more lesson. Gonna do some revision tomorrow. Exercise more if not i will lose the momentum. I should start cultivating the good habit of swimming frequently. Gym often. Encourage me! Motivate me! I need a pushing factor whenever i start slacking!

Today is the 1st of may. 5 more days!

Actually, i heard so many stories from my department in camp. I am kind of tempted to go back and set things right. But at the same time i am reluctant to. I wanna the freedom outside. I can do lots of things when i am away from camp. Contradicting.. Whatever.

Tomorrow will be my judgement day! God bless me! =D Till then...