Guess so

_ _ 不是一个办法. Stop.

5 More days to go. Definitely will remember all the fun all of us had.

Alan
- Looks happy
- More sentimental than you think so
- Complicated
- Thinks alot
- Claustrophobic
- Feels that alcohol is magical
- Is missing T
- Workaholic
- Actually not into clubbing
- Can't stand injustice
- Fantasize of having supernatural ability
- Plays er-hu
- Hates metal scrapping sound
- Seldom eat fish anymore
- Enjoys even the quietest moment
- Has a favourite spot to be alone
- Can never get what he wants

最後一次

Last piece of song... This is touching. Do take a look..

New path

I..............
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Tendered my resignation on monday.................................

Finally..... I have make up my mind. Is tough to reach this step. I know the pay is good........ The workload is EVEN better. My working hours is even longer than FULL shift. But actually i am not complaining. I don't mind working till wee hours. I don't mind heavy workload. Just that i seriously think i am not being appreciated. Empty promises. I can't stand that. There are still many reasons. Too many to name. Now, i have dropped the bomb. So is time to take a break. Move on and face new challenges.

Yes, it is

Another 6 more hours i will be in the office. Public holiday but not for me.

Frustration, stress, disappoinment.
Excited, relieve, hopeful.

Is the total reverse of each emotions but yet i am feeling it all.

Sometimes i feel i am running away. Escaping. Unwilling to face the truth. Nightlife is a way to hide within the darkness without expressing myself.

I have been convincing myself what i can't and not what i can.

Perhaps i really can't do it anymore. Perhaps right from the start i am not capable of. Perhaps it is not meant to. Perhaps perhaps.... That is why i am reluctant.

I got a cat. A cat with no name. A stray cat under my house. One i constantly feed whenever i reach home. One that is willing to follow me around even though i am not carrying any food. One that is willing to walk around my legs when i am standing still. One that makes me feel wanted. This feeling is incredible. Absolutely.

I have been waiting... Waiting.. Continuously waiting...

I know i know

18 hours... Currently that is my record for continous work in office. I seriously don't feel good about working till 12am or later almost everyday. I started work from 9am. Yet i finish work with the Europe shift which started around 4pm?

I tend to pour things out easily to you. Thanks for coming down on sat. Thanks for drinking with me. Thanks for hearing me out. Thanks for the encouragements. You are really someone i can relate to even though we didn't know each other for long. Don't forget, you promise to get me different sweets from each country that you stop by. But perhaps one day you should stop flying. Shall see you soon ya. =)

I haven been seeing many of my friends. The meet up with anna and the rest also keep on postpone. Lian they all too. I do miss each and everyone. =)

Some random talks with denise actually got me thinking....

听的多, 看的更多. After that, you will realise what is actually going on. I might not say anything. I might act blur. I might even act ignorant. But definitely, i know more than you thought so. People do underestimates me. You are one of them.

微笑不代表我快乐. 沉默不代表我难过. 眼神中带着一丝丝忧伤不一定是因为我悲伤. 也可能是因为.............. 我已忘了什么是快乐......

人生无常

工作压的我喘不过气. 每一分每一秒, 变的额外紧张. 累.. 累了..

人老了.. 我也觉得我老了... 心境变的如此脆弱. 我知道, 很多事情, 往往由不得我们做主.

常说, 天意难违. 星期一的午夜时分, 七月二十号, 你走了. 我心里很乱. 或许一切来的太突然. 我直到现在都还反应不过来. 两年前, 我们一起去了中国. 那时的你, 还好好的. 一起搭巴士, 火车, 飞机..... 一起游山玩水.... 一起吃喝玩乐.... 我还能模糊的记得你那老实的微笑... 那时你还跟我说了好多好多的话... 这两天, 在你的灵堂, 我不懂要说什么. 看到憔悴, 瘦弱的你, 躺的那么安祥, 我不禁感到心酸... 曾经存在, 现在却消失了... 我本来想在星期三下班后, 去看望你. 可惜, 我太迟了... 一切都太晚了.... 我后悔.... 为何不早一点去探望你. 忙忙碌碌, 又是何苦....

大舅, 我真的希望, 从此以后, 你的痛苦都随着这一切的过去而消失..

这个星期六, 让我送你最后一程... 就让这, 成为我们最后的一段路.....

Too much work......

Too little time...............

I need my sleep........................

I need many hugs......................................................

Threads of destiny

Red string
If we are fated to be together,
Even if our love failed now.
We will have a chance again.

This movie is great. Although i am not a fan of romance show, i recommend this.

Leave or Stay.

Cross junction.

Indecisive.

Tired of uncertainties.