Nehoda

Second death incident in the army within less than a week. First is from bmtc, a recruit fainted after road march. Now is a pilot. Due to my camp under airforce, now the whole unit is not allow to do any exercise till further notice. That means, other than normal activities, no swimming, no gym, no running, no soccer, no basketball and anything that requires physical strength. SAF always waits for something to happen then they will react. But by the time they do, is already too late.. May god bless the souls of the dead.

Watched kungfu panda yesterday. Better than i thought. After that went summer breeze to chill. Hoegarden as usual for me. Went over to the beach and enjoy the sea breeze for a while. The rock area just infront of the sands. Lie down there for a moment trying to catch a glimpse of the stars in the sky. But sad to say, clouds are deterring my efforts to. Chatted a while before making our way home. I enjoyed time like this. Thanks for asking me out.

Thinking of whether going for CO later or not. Performance coming out. Hmmm...

Going to bugis later to sing. Perhaps a movie too. I want to watch narnia.. Is finishing..... Madacasgar 2 is coming out. Looks interesting. The penguins and their lame stunts. Haha.. "I wanna move it move it".

Weird.. This is getting so weird..

Getting sick..

Maybe i should go loof tonight. That place is really nice. If i can find people, i will go. =(

Pasiune

Wondering in the middle of the night, what is right and wrong. Decisions and choices. What should i do....

Chosen my units for semester one and two.
Principles of banking and finance, principles of accounting, macroeconomics and corporate finance.
Guess the most difficult one is corporate finance.
In the same class with 5 friends! How great. Luckily i saw weimin during orientation. If not i wont know she took the same course as me. So we decided to choose the same to keep each other company. =)
Just got to know a new friend through eve. Daphne. She is from my bridging class. The best is she live in tampines too, and very near my house. Five minutes walk only. A very nice and helpful person. Thanks for all the help given. Same class with her for two subjects. So, shall see you around in school ya.
School stuff settled.

开始的开始总是甜蜜的.
后来就有了厌倦, 习惯, 背弃, 寂寞, 绝望和冷笑.
曾经渴望与一个人长相厮守.
但是往往老天捉弄人.

能够在一起, 其实已经算是一种福气.
茫茫人海里, 找寻一个知己, 就像是大海捞针.
拥有时就该好好珍惜.
等到消失时, 后悔也来不及了.

因为爱情的缘故, 两个陌生人可以突然熟悉到睡在同一张床上.
然而, 相同的两个人,
在分手时却说, "我觉得你越来越陌生".
爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉, 又由熟悉变成陌生.
爱情正是一个将一对陌生人变成情侣, 又将一对情侣变成陌生人的游戏.

时间会让你了解爱情, 时间能够证明爱情, 也能够让爱情消失.
没有一种悲伤是不能被时间减轻的.
如果所有的悲哀, 痛苦, 失败都是假的, 那该有多好?
可惜, 世上有很多假情假义, 自己的痛苦, 失败, 悲哀, 却偏偏总是真的.

爱情从来都是一种束缚, 追求爱情并不等于不追求自由.
自由可贵, 我们用这最宝贵的东西换取爱情.
因为爱一个人, 明知会失去自由, 也甘愿作出承诺.

男人伪装坚强, 只是害怕被女人发现他软弱.
女人伪装幸福, 只是害怕被男人发现她伤心.

爱情有生, 老, 病, 死.
爱情总在不知不觉间过期.
爱情中最伤感的时刻是后期的冷淡.
一个曾经爱过你的人, 忽然离你很远, 近尺之隔, 却是天涯.
曾经轰轰烈烈, 曾经形影不离, 曾经沾沾自喜, 曾经柔肠寸断.
到了最后, 最悲哀的分手竟然是悄无声息.

Obljuba

Just back from meeting ting. Ok shall post some videos. It might not be something new, but is what i really like.

I find this very touching even though it is not jay's MV.
*蒲公英的约定*

已经长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

This is just the piano version.
*蒲公英的约定*

Bluten

Shag. Tired. Giddy. Painful. Sleepy.

I just got home and showered.

Phuture super boring la. Spend so much yet the fun is not there. The crowd yesterday not that good. More eye sores than candies. Lots of young boys and girls. We drank like 8-10 jugs, sex on the beach shots, baileys and dont know what. Cant remember. Was high but still not fun! We left super early. Imagine how bored we are. Therefore decided to go play mahjong instead. Play until this morning. Lost 10bucks only. I think we should club hop. Shall try other clubs next time. I love night life! I love how much freedom i am having now! =)

I think i accidentally slipped. Did not fall down but just knocked against something. Suffered a swollen knee and a deep cut on my foot. Cant remember what cut my sole. I only notice it when they saw blood everywhere on the floor. Then i realised is from my sole. Haha.. It just keep bleeding. Zzz.. I bathe finish and sitting down. Now is bleeding again. Is really deep~ Johnny depp~ Lol..

Tired but i guess i shall watch my survivors! Micronesia!

Valdymas

Yea, i am. Indeed i am. I am just not one you can take control. Not one willing to be controlled. Dont bother and stop trying to. You can never gain control of my life and what i am doing. If i am willing to, i will be subdue by you. If not, leave me alone. I just not willing to submit to you! See it? Pissed. Stop arranging things without my consent. Your actions turned me off. I have no interest in you.

Is hard for me to find someone i am willing to be tied down to.

Whatever la. Irritating. I am going to take a shower now. Going out soon. Might be going phuture later. Rainy days are best for.... Sleeping! Woke up too early. Now kinda sleepy.. Zzz..

Shan, wait till i lure you out using food! Haha.. I totally can imagine you crawling out. I might pass by tomorrow. So let you know again ya.

Ok. Felt better now. Hope i did well for my exams! =)

Onda

I am tempted to dial... A surge of........

Going out soon. Just wanna type something.

Control...

I just wanna break through..

In camp was a disaster. I can feel arrows flying around. Sad to say, i got a headshot. So i got to sort out my listings from 2003-2008. 5 years of data.. I knew something like this will happen before i ord. Expected. They are pushing everything to me. Make full use of me before i leave the unit.

Thanks for waking me up and standby me all these while.

No mood for mahjong with shalene and company.. So i guess i will opt for other alternatives..

-We are just drifters-

Atmen

Going back to camp in another hour. Went sakae to eat just now. Nice food! Got reminded of... Ok never mind, after that walked around for a while and did some shopping! Seriously la, been dont know how long since my last shopping trip. After that went back home. A while later went summer breeze! Slacked then home again. I cut everything short because i have no time and lazy to blog! =)

Breathe! Just breathe!

Alright, going back to camp.

Fuga

Too alike yet different. Weird combination. What is right and what is wrong. Only after everything is finished and done with, then we will realised.. But.. 往往已经太迟了...

Finally exams ended. Free time again. Wanna go sing after exams but sito needs to go back camp. I on leave till thursday. Friday go back then book out. Boring.. Hard time planning my trip. Still got lots of things to purchase. Anyone wanna be nice and send me off? =) I believe joanna you will surely wanna send me right? Even if the whole world condemned me, you will stand by me right? I always think you are such a nice person. That is why all your friends love you. Haha.. We still got lots of things to do!

Weiling is saying mahjong on fri and clubbing on sat. Hmm..

Going for sushi tomorrow. You better wake up. =)

Miss tsz shan! Stop staring at the chicken wings and smile. Lol.. I can never understand how can you be such a big eater when you are like a bamboo stick. I think no one can satisfy your cravings. Is like a no ending every hour affair. Mandarin hotel buffet.

Wanna get joey to go swimming and tanning tomorrow morning. But think too late to ask now and i dont have his number! Perhaps i shall go myself. Need a swim to relax.

My mind is constantly bothered. Reaching this stage is never easy. You will never know how much efforts and hardwork i put in. No one can understand what i been through. I wont wanna risk anything. Although life is about risk, i still preferred a calculated risk plan. I am going numb...

Indeed when i looked back, i used to be that childish. Progressing at a different pace. I starting to lose out. Unwillingness to communicate and reluctant to help me catch up, our distance grew further apart. Who can i blame when i am part of it? Failing to realise it too. After a heavy blow dealt on me, it took me months to think it through. Grasping for something that actually is already gone. Not saying that i have matured so much that i am now a completely different person. But rather, i am a better person than before. There are times when one needs to be serious about his/her life. There are also times when play is a major factor too. A well-balanced lifestyle is the only way for people to enjoy life to the fullest.

-Everything happened for a reason-

Conter

Why am i feeling this way so suddenly? I should not be... Why.. Am i just lying to myself? Is this the real me? Or i am just hiding beneath the appearance..... I thought.. I really thought so... Why is it so difficult?! I guess i am just suppressing myself. Why am i being affected? Why am i feeling sad.. Why.....

vizsga

I am seriously tired! I need a break from studies!! Bless me in my exams in another day!! Please i need to pass~