Comover

Woke up after dozing off for 3 hours. Just got so tired suddenly. Actually i was already asleep way before. But received a message from her. Recently i keep waking up after people sms or call me. Cant manage to go back dream land after that. That explains why i am losing out from my zzz.. Was surprised to receive a message from her. Asking me to do a personality test around 12am plus. Guess something strike her mind at this moment that is why. She is always so random. Woke up and did the test. So, i am the king/queen. The result was expected. My partner supposed to be magicians. She asked me to guess what is hers. So judging from how well i understand her, i guessed she is like magicians-lovers. But more towards magicians. Because her traits fall in both and there are things she is lacking of which requires the merging of the two. I got it right. Her pecentage was magician slightly over than lovers from what she told me. Wow.. I am accurate eh? Hmmm.. She realised and told me that ain't we the best for each other? I was like stunned for a moment. After that she asked me all these questions. "What happened to us? Did she do wrong? Did she make the wrong decision? Will there be a day we saw through everything and be back together again?" The first two i might have answer to it. But whether is this the right decision, only she herself will know it. I cant answer the last question. Is like so tough.. To me, i see her as a changed person, with all the photos and such. But memories of us remained inside of me. I still do care about her but i threw away the key. Is kinda hard to find it back again. Is been more than 1/4 of a year. I changed too. Towards the better i felt. The freedom i received now and already got used to life being alone. Maybe i am just slowly becoming a loner in my own world. I knew she asked all these just based on a spur of emo moments. She will be alright after that. Whatever it is, i just miss cheesy melt from KFC. Haha.. Ok, my fault to change topic. But this suddenly flashed through my mind! =)

Still deciding whether to go TP later to certify my certs or not. Going alone is so boring! If anyone wanna accompany me. Holla me alright!

Nothing much going on except for sat. Went out with zhenny. Initial plan was to watch a movie and dinner. But we decided to catch another one at 12.15am. First was streets king. Plotting was unexpected. Or maybe i never really go concentrate for the show so never noticed that. Next was forbidden kingdom. Plotting sucks but fighting scenes... Only one word to describe. Awesome. Haha.. Before the second show, went hongkong cafe. Ok my first time again. I know i am sua ku. But whatever. I love being one. =) The hor fun there is nice! Shall eat again next time. Thanks for the treat ya. Miss chen taught me mathematics too. At first my understanding of the topic is like 50-60pc but after her explainations, it became 80pc! The rest i got to keep doing to achieve it. Thanks ya! Cheers for chen lao shi! Send her home and that is it. Ok, something unlucky, i broke my card. Cant withdraw or use master anymore. So i am a poor kid now. Luckily i got some savings in my piggy bank. See.. I am a smart kid after all. All coins though. Haha..

What am i thinking right now. My thoughts are not in a mess. It is just randomly shifting around. Maybe i got stirred up a little by her messages. Shall focus on other areas. Lesson later on. Econs! I know i will enjoy it for sure.

My world is empty. I do not expect anything anymore.... Till then..