Nacht

Moody.. I think pms is looking for me. But i dont understand why because i dont have the important part for menses. Zzz.. Suddenly dont really feel like talking. Wanna just be alone. Thinking of basketball but no company. I think sweating it out is the only way to lower my stress level. Boring life i am leading.

Lesson tomorrow again. Gonna buy my sour sweets. To keep me awake. Actually i like the idea of settling down with a girl. But fate just dont allow me to. 命运捉弄人.. I just yearn for something simple. A simple girl. I think that is almost impossible. Maybe i am just not deserving enough to receive what i want.

Ok chalet, bbq or dinner.. I prefer a chalet though. A shelter to rest is a better idea. 9 more days! Stanley is coming back! Woohoo.. I know you miss me la. That is why you called me all the way from taiwan right! Lol..

When i looked back, everything from the past just dont mean much anymore. How scary a human can be? To be able to let go of all the efforts, time and memories shared. Sometimes i am wondering, did i really forgotten everything? Or i just choose to lock her up in a tiny corner where no one, even myself knows? I dont wish to think about it. For now, i am happy as it is. I did not choose to give up. She did. At least one thing is for sure, i will not have any regrets next time. =)

Zihui! Where is my steamboat trip! Big fat liar! Lol..

I like being busy. I like the idea of having something to do. But i dont like datelines. That is why i like working. I like to interact with people. Like to know more about everything. To gain more knowledge.

Oh ya, i can cook much better than the past! I can cook a decent meal alright. Results from staying at home during my recovery period. Learning from my mum. I think i am good at it. =) Anyone wanna try? Lol..

Till then..