Just got home. Tired, felt slight giddy and sleepy. No matter what i do, i just felt the emptiness in me. The hole that cant seems to fill up. Why is it so.. I am tired of clubbing. Tired of drinking. Tired of everything. Can someone please step in and tell me whatever i am doing is wrong? Can someone just control the devil in me? Let me be back to a normal being once again? Will you be the one that i will submit to?