Barrier

Doubting myself. Wondering about everything and anything. To err is human. Where shall i draw my line? The invisible thin line exists. A warning sign that dictates our movements. What shall i do? What can i do? I am just an ordinary person you can find on the streets. Nothing fanciful, nothing unique. Look, just take a look at me. What can you see? Or perhaps, what will you see.....

Meet ups with stan and darren always bring about laughters and fun. The silly things we will commit ourselves into, and the willingness for silly acts. Slept for only 3 hours last night. Thanks to the both of them. Elaborating is futile.

Am i two sided? Two or more characteristics? If yes, enlighten me. Why did i became this way when i used to be that simple... Sometimes when i looked into the mirror, yes of course i saw myself. But, just felt different. Is a kind of connection i have with my old/hidden self. I can feel him there. Just that somehow, i cant get him out. I was told, life is beautiful. I was told, live life to the fullest. How do i know my life is at the fullest? Time well spent? Splurging? Maybe is a combination of many factors. Life lessons. A journey through. Welcome to my world....