Thursday, September 18, 2008

Sleepless night

Time like this always set the background for emotional roller coaster. I cant describe how i felt regardless of the flow of thoughts. Buried myself with work. Hoping that nothing exist at all. Been wanting to release myself. Realising the fact that is hard. A wrong move perhaps. Maybe i am really asking for it. Yes, i need my space. I need to heal. Even after so long... Is my regeneration inactive? Indeed it is true. Sometimes the feelings never really go away. I just got to learn to live with it. Oh comon, this is life. Just let me indulge in the pleasure of sorrows.

Market almost crashes if not for the intervene of federal government. Everyday is like hell busy. Funds are injected twice using federal reserve. After rescuing Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac, now is AIG's turn. The reluctancy to save Lehman Brothers might just serve as a warning to fellow investment banks. The lack of control by central bank, shows asymmetric of regulations. Current market situation just add on to my already hectic workload. Merrill Lynch sold their business to Bank of America while they are still worth the amount. Lacked of liquidity resulting in the funds being dislocated. Barclays bought over some assets of Lehman Brothers. How interesting. After taking up my degree in banking and finance, and of course the experience i received while working in the bank's investment side, all these just excite me. I am learning everyday. Absorbing everything that i manage to dig out. Asking anything that comes to my mind. Knowledges, experiences and a certification. Good luck for my future. =)

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes just be an illusion.....

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