What can i say about my saturday.. Should i say fun or should i say something is wrong.. Perhaps perhaps i am really wrong.. Hold me back. I need a strong grip. Control me. "Dont you ever fall Alan! Dont you! Leave the evil realm while you can.." I am like living in a sphere. Limited yet trying to break free. I am speechless.. I got many why(s) that i cant explain. I have my dark side. But i am really trying hard.. You wont wanna know what you dont wanna know.
Every sunday is like my resting day. Other than church, i got nothing on. My schedule is totally packed. My time past so fast each week that i have difficulties catching my journey. I am being dragged by my life along the pathway of no return. I can feel my vitality being zap away bit by bit. I feel old. Whenever i quicken my pace, time move even more rapidly. Are we waiting for our time to be up? Is that how we are going to conclude our expedition?
Fantasies.. Dreams.. Illusions.. Too many to handle. Too much for me. I need a breather. I need a break. I need a getaway trip.
I took leave on this 30th sept for my sister's graduation ceremony. But i got to go back office in the morning to finish up some work. I cant even rest on leave day. At night having class. But am glad that wed is a public holiday. I felt so drained... Sometimes i dont wanna appear to be so strong. I want to be able to fall back too. Someone to confide in. Someone who will tell me that i will be ok. Someone to accompany me. Someone to give me the moral support i needed. Someone that i am willing to strive hard for. Someone i can dote on. Someone.. That someone...
I am shutting down. Right now.... Night..
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