Merry merry christmas!

Merry christmas! A day for fun, peace and love! To be updated again.. =)

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Finally i think i feel like blogging. What to do, busy man here. =)
Christmas is over, New Year too. Next will be Chinese New Year. 2009 is here. Happy new year to everyone. Seriously, 2008 is shit. Perhaps 2009 will be better? Ok, just signed a new contract with my bank. Boss's boss decided to withdraw my probation period and offer me better benefits. As a matured working adult, my partying days are over. Or perhaps i can say, it cut down drastically. I have not step into a club for 1/4 of a year! See.. I am not a clubber.

Met up with shan for her long awaited buffet at marina mandarin. The food was so so only. I only ate ONE chocolate strawberry. But she ate.............. It is still consider little for her. You surprised me though. Haha.. I think fishes are not friends. They are.......... FOOD......... =) I am still waiting to see your once in 3 months fall. Lol..

Did not manage to meet up with tyf for some time already! Shit man.. Lets go out soon ok. I know you wanna meet me. Don't be shy... Haha...

Darren also MIA. Omg.. Acting like a matured working adult. I feel like slapping him. Haha.. Stanley also busy.. What to do..

Exams are coming.. Early MAY.. I am totally not prepare for it. I just wish for a pass now. Is really hell to be studying in UOL. I can't understand the topics.. Bless me will you.. Shall go church soon. Haha..

Many changes during this past month. Shall update when everything is clear and confirm. So... Till then......

Ok, sorry la ah li shan. I don't mean to let you starve. Lol.. Next time alright. Tell me earlier ok. Haha..

Sunday, not mine

This is tough. Log in and trying to post. Maybe is an addiction. Just got to do it sooner or later. I hope i am making the right choice. Kinda awkward at first. Time factor.

Eve will be coming my office for an interview tomorrow. If she succeed, we will be colleagues. =) Kind of weird to work with an ex. But i guess all is good ya. Went kbox with eve, alesia and irene yesterday. After that proceed to boat quay. Martell is really not for me. Chivas will be just fine next time. Thanks for the singing treat. Dinner will be on me the next round. Eve changed a lot through out the years. More mature and independent. I got to admit, i am impressed by her hardworking attitude. She just message me to go st james this coming sat. Perhaps i should.

Recently, some of my friends are undergoing some major ups and downs in their life. There will be light at the end of the tunnel my friends. Just like rainbow after rain. I can be there to listen and to help. But still, is up to you guys to pass the final stage. If i can do it, so can you. Give me a ring anytime if you need. =)

"So many cried, listening to god. So many lies, listening to you."

Another sunday will be over soon. There goes my holy day. Oh man.. Reality will start tomorrow again and continue till friday. It will just go on and on................

I miss you.... What about you?

Lunch time

Why do you even want to know the reason that we can't communicate? Isn't it so obvious? Or are you oblivious to it? You wanted me to enlighten you. All i can say is i have done enough for years. My duty is up. I don't have the ability or capability to guide you anymore. You just got to grow up. Look around, face the world. Look out from your window and realise what the world is all about. Stop being stubborn. Stop trying to argue just because you wanted to even without any point. Stop visualising yourself as a victim in any situation. Stop wanting when you can't give. Stop, and think from other's point of view. Stop, i guess what i wanna say is, stop our contact.. I am tired of your mind game. Or perhaps your little tricks that tried to pull me closer whenever i shift away. Been nearly a year yet you are still constantly doing this. I am numb to it already. In the long run, i gain more than i loss with the break up. So yea, i can only say, it is a right choice for us to end. Life is much more easier with your absence.

Should i or should i not?

Can you tell me? Is that a hint? Or perhaps just nothing?

My mind is shifting. Blurring. I can't understand anything. I need to rest. I need to sleep.. I need............

News exposed

Nini chen. You know the news you brought to me is not something that is pleasing to my ears? That is one of the last thing i wanna know. But i guess, we can't deny a fact ya. What can i say? I mean it is within my expectations that sooner or later it will happen. Knowing it now, might be an early release. Like what i told my secret friend, moving on is so much easier now after i know it. Another positive aspect, maybe soon, we can be open friends instead of secret friends. Tiring to be under the radar. For fear she might know of our friendship. Just us being friends yet got to hide from the devil. That is really lame..

爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己
沉默是我最後的温柔
是因为我太爱你
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
分开其实真的是一种解脱......

Another month, 2009 will be here. Nothing much for me. Just another digit. Same as my age. I got to work on christmas day. How great..

Lets see.. Believe in you? I dunno.. No idea. Don't even understand myself. What i want is unknown. What i can give is limited. Is it worth it for you to wait? Should i really try? To take another chance? We shall see..

Is it you or me?

一切都已经过去
不能改变的事实
我曾经牢牢捉住
不舍得放弃希望
但最后我已明白
放手才是应该的
与其活在回忆里
不如勇敢往前走........
这是我的完结篇
也是我重新认识自己的时候......

All i want for christmas is..........................