News exposed

Nini chen. You know the news you brought to me is not something that is pleasing to my ears? That is one of the last thing i wanna know. But i guess, we can't deny a fact ya. What can i say? I mean it is within my expectations that sooner or later it will happen. Knowing it now, might be an early release. Like what i told my secret friend, moving on is so much easier now after i know it. Another positive aspect, maybe soon, we can be open friends instead of secret friends. Tiring to be under the radar. For fear she might know of our friendship. Just us being friends yet got to hide from the devil. That is really lame..

爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己
沉默是我最後的温柔
是因为我太爱你
爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
分开其实真的是一种解脱......

Another month, 2009 will be here. Nothing much for me. Just another digit. Same as my age. I got to work on christmas day. How great..

Lets see.. Believe in you? I dunno.. No idea. Don't even understand myself. What i want is unknown. What i can give is limited. Is it worth it for you to wait? Should i really try? To take another chance? We shall see..

Is it you or me?

一切都已经过去
不能改变的事实
我曾经牢牢捉住
不舍得放弃希望
但最后我已明白
放手才是应该的
与其活在回忆里
不如勇敢往前走........
这是我的完结篇
也是我重新认识自己的时候......

All i want for christmas is..........................