Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Happy ....... to me..

Today was a sushi day. How nice to see them again. The 3 devils. =) Still as mean as ever. Tsk.. Lets meet up more often ya. Thanks for the present. Appreciate a lot. Especially the thought to even get something.

I never wanted it this way. It just... Happened... Even to my dismay.. Things just went out of control.. Or maybe is just my thoughts.. I don't know, i don't know how to know.. I guess i shouldn't be.. Wasn't, isn't and won't be. I felt numb.. It just... 上了锁.. I think i lost the key. I think i lost myself. I think in this dreadful night, everything seems so bleak.. Where is the so called 说好的幸福? When you look at me, what can you see from my eyes? What can it tells you? Do you even know the reason for my existence?

我相信永远不存在. Don't ask me why. Don't judge my thoughts. It is, and always will be. Do you believe in forever?

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