Dedicated Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday! A special day for you! Enjoy yourself ya! Stay happy, bubbly and blur always! =)

This pub Howl At The Moon is quite unique. Went once, but i think i like it.

I....... Got many things to say........ But i can't manage to let it out............ Maybe bit by bit. But is not enough.... Sometimes sometimes, i am satisfied with the current situation. But....... I think is just not enough.... Do you know what i am talking about?

我终于明白, 办不到的承诺, 就成了枷锁... There was a time, when all things failed, what is left? Hope... A tiny hope is enough for a great motivation. One cannot live without hope. This is something that can never diminish from our heart.

Take a chance. Live a new life. You never know unless you try......

我一直很安静.. 默默地, 我觉的就足够了....
也许在梦境里, 是我们最近的距离...
没有你的每一天... 快乐离我好遥远.. 真的好遥远....

人生在世, 难得糊涂......

My sins

I know myself. Sometimes i do hate it. I knew i shouldn't. Yea... I knew but yet.......

I am full of sins. You don't know me. You don't know how much i had sinned. My closest friends knew. Is not real bad. But is still sinful of me. I can't help it.. Why.... For a long time, i been asking myself why am i doing this. Why can't i stop it. Why.. Is that really so important to me that i cannot give it up? Inside of me, there are always 1001 whys. I can never explain it. Deep down, i don't wanna be this way. I don't want to find excuses for myself. I hate lies. I hate dishonesty. Absolutely pointless. Tell me what is the meaning of life? I am not having suicidal thoughts. That is an immature behaviour.

Tell me... Am i that bad?
Tell me... Am i a good friend?
Tell me... What do you think of me?
Tell me.....
I need many answers..
I am just avoiding.
I can't face it.
I cant even face myself.
So tell me now, what can i do?

Random, and more

What can i say?

I know this is kinda random. In fact, i am always this way. I can never shift myself out of the nightmare. I started my dream, continuous dreaming and till now, it became dreamt.

I just watched underworld on sat. I think is nice. But then it doesn't link to any of the past two series. Is like a history of vampires and lycans. How they ended up seperated. Recently been playing left 4 dead. Fun is all i can say.. Nini chen sucks at it. Charmine is good. Lol..

I normally slept through my sat and sun. The only two days i can enjoy my sleep. Boring life.. Light me up! I think i am really used to sunday not going out. I can't seem to make myself step out of the house. Weekends always pass so fast.. Back to reality tomorrow.

Oh yea, this coming sat is Vday. My second Vday alone. Lol.. Anyone wanna give me a date? Stanley? No, you will be with jiahui. Sito? No, you will be with nini chen. The other girls? All with bfs. Only left darren? Oh man.. Damn it. Super reluctant to go out with you. Haha.. The two of us can go for a romantic candlelit dinner? Shall we? =)

I am stucked. There are many stuff in me that i wanna express it out. But... Lost for words. Going down to meet stan now.

Ok deb, i know you are reading this. Nice knowing you. =) Lol..

In seven days, god created the world. But in seven seconds, i shattered mine.

Center Stage 2 - Turn it up

I just watched this show. Omg.. Is really.. Awesome! Two thumbs up! Comparable to step up or perhaps some parts are even better. Lol.. I doubt locally will release this show though. Too bad. Got a chance, watch this. You won't regret. Woy yoh yoh~

我在搞笑藉着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙

人日

今天是人日. Happy Chinese New Year. =)

Noticing the lapse?

Cny's duration is kinda short this year. Or is it due to my working status? I find it to be extremely boring. Totally not in the "Yeah ang bao!" mood. Do you think the same way as me? What say you?

我感觉麻麻的. 有一点奇怪. 真的...