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10 promises to my dog. This is one of the rare shows to touch my heart. People like me who dont cry in cinema actually can feel the sadness pushing my tears out. Of course i did not drop any. But got the urge to wet my eyes. Watched it with ryn. Dinner at ding tai feng. The xiao long bao is not bad but is sinful to eat so many. So i shall control. =) Meet up after so long. Is quite normal but it just felt kinda weird. After movie, chatted a while. Talked about our past, going ons and some others. Cant say i agree to everything because i have a mind of my own. But i do agree in some of the topics. Males and females always think differently. It is possible to try and understand each other. But that takes a huge effort. And it is impossible to truly understand what the other party feels. That is why i believe giving in factor will need to be in when the time comes. Is all about give and take, efforts, understanding and respect.

Did not club yesterday. Instead went to sing. This sat might be singing too. Friday perhaps also can go sing? Lol..

I dont know why. But even though i added on colours to my life. Met so many other new friends. At the end of the day, i felt so empty. Like nothing interest me. I just cant find someone who makes me wanna go the extra mile. Maybe when one is too hurt, it deprives me the rights to love again.

-All i wanna do is find a way back into love-

I think i am too crazy. Always been doing things that people will proclaim as madness. What am i turning into? Anyone stop me? I dont used to be this way...

还隐隐作痛的一颗心 提醒我爱是毒药
我也很困扰 虽然喜欢你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心 却什么都得不到

Retten

Recently, my body refuses to obey me. When i wanna stay awake, i will suddenly fall asleep even on the chair. But when there are times i really want to sleep early, i just cant... What is the talk about heart, soul and mind when i cant control any?

Yesterday went tm for dinner and movie with mich. Wanted is nice! Right now then i realised angelina jolie is super hot. Bullets that curve. Life is ever changing. Right now you can be who you are. But you never know, the next second, things change and you will never be able to go back to what you are. But i dont really fancy the ending of the show. Maybe not what i wanted. Highly recommend this show. The stunts are fantastic although is kinda exaggerating.

Went mac after that. Search around for tour next week since i am on leave. Planning on a short getaway. But too short to go bangkok. Hmmm... Reach home nearly 4am.

Got asked to go club tonight. Ladies night.. Let me think about it later.

- Kill one, save a thousand -
Are you willing to go that far?

Kaitse

I woke up suddenly. Feeling upset. Anxiety kicks in.

I had a nightmare. A dream i cant explain. Is it because i care too much? Or is it due to the fact it actually meant a lot to me? What are the possibilities? Should i plot a graph? Should i calculate? Why am i waking up at such an unearthly hour? Why am i dreaming about something that i should never be involve in? Did i make the wrong move? Dreams are reality check that is tormenting me. Nightmare is a continous effect that dreams lure me into. Is it because i am in a mess? Created additional problems to my current complicated life? That is why i can never be at ease?

This is the time i should sit down and think. Is this what i want? Should i follow shalene's thinkings? Should i agree to shalene's? A peaceful night yet here i am, wondering about stupid stuff like this.

Look at me, dont you find it amusing the way i am going? I am confident about my future. Just that sometimes is just about the mind, heart and soul. I got to protect myself. Ok, speaking about this, i realised what a mess i am getting myself into. Everything shall stop here. I cant and i wont. Easier said than done yea? But who cares? It is just me, myself and i... =)

Hulluna

Clubbing yesterday was crazy! All hell break loose. You wont wanna know. A very crazy and wild night.

Merlions everywhere. In and out. Walk anywhere also can go "Wah~". Lol.. I remember i was in the toilet relieving myself. Then a girl walks in. Zzz.. I did not notice until she pass by me. Is like wth.. She is drunk and went to the wrong toilet la. Still able to use the cubicle in the guy's restroom and after that walk out smiling. She only noticed she is in the wrong area when washing hands. Lol.. But she still takes it very easy and adjust her clothes in front of the mirror. Still got the time to touch up on her hair. Girls nowadays.. Speechless..

I dont know.. I really dont know.. What can i say...

Should not drink so much. Was just like emo-ing. So i just down glass after glass. =)

Eh amanda ho. Thanks for being so nice and sweet. I was quite surprised by you. You are the first girl who will come pick me up if i am drunk. Even though you did not join me, you still willing to go the extra mile. Thanks..

Ok miss winnie. Sorry la chen lao shi. Chen zhen wen~ Sorry alright.. Forgive me~ I did not meant to fly you plane. I am not a pilot.. Accept my public apology ok. =( I will make it up to you. Just let me know. Lao shi should not be small air! Haha..

Blessing in disguise. Is that supposed to be true? There are too many things going on now. I dont know whether i can handle or not. But if this is the path i should take, i will walk it till the end.

Ansiedade

Yesterday was atrocious. Skipped breakfast and lunch just to do my task. The whole day been rushing. Still got to inspect arms. I already expected my book out timing will be quite late. Sian.. Slogged like a dog. Monday still got to do more!

Booked out, went home bathe then meet mich. Caught a show Deception in cine. Quite an interesting plot. Before that was dinner, at the "wang jiao hongkong cafe". Nice curry and dessert. Dim sum was alright only. Sometimes i feel like i talk too much. That is why i told my friends that i hope i can talk lesser. Haha.. But..... She is actually the champion. I got to salute her. I pale in comparison to her. Lol.. After the show decided not to drink. So we went partyworld instead. Been like going singing so often. Is like a routine. Reached home nearly 7am. Slept till now.

Ok, going swimming after finishing my post. I love to swim! Tennis.... Joanna! =( Lets go for tennis this coming week ok!

Pictures are not with me this time round. Shall upload it another day or place. Have a good weekend everyone. Cheers to the upcoming national day and condolence to all misfortunate events this year.

Verstandig

Ok yesterday went for dental FFI. Then go back camp for body FFI. Got back my blood test result. Everything pass. So i am fit to ORD! Haha.. =D 22 more days! How fast time flies. But, one more day left for my standing order. Stress. Wanna clear leave on july 9th to july 14th. Got rejected as my regular captain want me to be part of the audit team. Zzz... But perhaps due to my ORD mood, i argued with him. I just dont understand, why me! Currently, he has two officers, two warrant officers, 3 sergeants including me and lots of men in the platoon. He die die also want to add me in. I guessed i am getting daring. I rejected his request and told him i need to clear leaves. I keep highlighting my ORD date and told him to find other specialist instead. He bombed me with so much tasks and still want to plan my leaves for me. He suggested other dates but i declined to accept. =) After some arguing, he relented and let me off! See, the power of ORD personnel. Haha..

Yesterday went for a show in tampines mall with michelle. Get smart. Super nice! Damn hilarious. Is actually quite a last minute meet up. We just decided online and went off for the show since we live nearby to each other. Haha.. Dinner was at ajisan. Wanted to go MOS with her after the show but the thought of booking in the next morning stopped me. As usual, her photo taking time. But this time i am included in some of it. Get smart is really worth the money. As what i expected, june is a great month for movie!

List of movies
- Zohan
- Chi bi
- Wanted

Chi bi, i been waiting for it! Finally is releasing. Somethings just cant change. I am a fanatic for romance of the three kingdom since young. I cant help it.. Lol.. Can you imagine a k2 kid played the strategic game and start reading the novel at primary 1?? After years of readings, he finished almost all of library's collection. Be it words only or pictures storybook. Remembering almost all the details that happened and the time of event. Incredible? I am actually amazed by my own enthusiasm. That explains why my chinese is always A1 i guess..

Maybe that is why i am a good business man during primary school days! My brain cells move fast. Shhhhhhh........... This is a secret! No one even my best friend know about this. I only told one person before. Lol.. Let this be a mystery forever. =)

Pictures

Alright, shall go watch some shows first so that i can delete them away. Wasting of space. Look at the bright side of life. =)

Esmagar

Ok let me share a piece of good news. I passed my bridging! I got a pass for mathematics which is a killer. Guess got quite a few people who failed. Mathematics consists of A-maths, E-maths, statistics and calculus. The paper was dreadful. Lost all confidence after it. Haha.. But i scored B+ for my economics. One more grade to distinction! So now i officially skipped my foundation year and progress to year two! How great.. Congrats to myself.

Haha.. I am surprised that you actually remember that my mum loves to eat KFC. Been like 5 years ago. Good memory ya miss amanda ho. But no prize. =)

I am being described as expressive, someone with a point of view, sensible and persuasive. I cant deny that i guess.

E.Sing says:
i'm overwhelmed
E.Sing says:
seriously
E.Sing says:
no one
E.Sing says:
no one has ever speak to me like this
E.Sing says:
no one dares to lecture me
E.Sing says:
a lot of my friends wait for me to speak out before they start to giv their 2 cents worth
E.Sing says:
guys esp, they are usually not good w words

Lol.. I am good with words? Maybe i should go host variety show. Perhaps then the next jacky wu will be me? Crap..

Morsomt

The due date for my standing order is this coming friday.. If not can prepare to sign extra already. ARrgggGg! I am even doing it at home la! Zzz..

Alright, yesterday was fun! Out with S, W, D, C. Lol.. Finally to loof again. Took the aircon area with the mattress. We actually stayed there for nearly 4 hours. Games and games. Forfeits and more forfeits. Some are really hilarious. Starting with the 007, after that bluff then code number.

Starting forfeit: getting names of strangers. The most unique one i guess is audrua.

After that: getting comments from strangers for first impression.

Next: Ask strangers to rate on appearance from 1-10. 1 = poor, 10 = best.

The last forfeit like too sensitive la. Haha.. But all goes well.

These are some of the comments given

Got girls saying darren is cute! The guys from the other table even purposely come over and tell us. Lol.. People said shalene and weiling pretty. But is true. Got to agree. Haha.. I got forfeited for the last question. So i went over to a nearby table which is like a guy and a lady. I asked the guy to rate me and he keep rejecting la! He said: "I am a guy, i cant rate you. I will be bias". Zzz.. So he pushed to the lady beside him to rate me. She asked lots of questions before writing down comments. Asking me to stand straight, my age, my nationality, single or attached, where i stay and blah blah blah.. She told me she is from korea. No wonder she dont look like local and her slang is different. Her complexion is like perfect. Pretty with long hair. Haha.. She told me she like young guys and my age is good for her. LOL! That is obvious flirting la. Korean girl... Is like a fantasy. =p

After all the games, food and alcohol, we went PS for a midnight show at 2am. Hulk. Not really fantastic. Just average only. Compared to ironman, this is nothing. I wanna watch get smart! Perhaps this coming weekend. =)

As usual, boring sunday. Never go church today. Next week shall try to attend.

I want more fun nights and other activities too. I realised actually singapore can have more programs. Is just a matter of whether people are willing to go find and explore or not. I still got many places wanna go.

I know what i want in life already and now, back to the life i used to enjoy. =)

Kuri

Task completed

- Bunks checked

Ongoing tasks

- Clearing of unserviceable items
- Doing fire standing order
- At least 100 fire points to check and update
- Preparing for audit check

New tasks

- Creating a master list for my whole unit
- Adding of new fire points
- Subledge lists
- Clear armoury workshop
- Weapons

Zzz.. I am going to ORD in another 4 weeks. Still have around a week of leave and off. So i am officially left with 3 weeks in camp. Yet the amount of tasks i have is like WA. How great right. I knew things like this will happen. Stress.. My superior still got the cheeks to tell me, "Alan, you are very capable and efficient. Why dont you sign on and assist me?" Sign on.. SIGN ON.. What a joke. Whatever la, i will do what i can within these few weeks. Consider that as a challenge too. Tight on schedule. Busy, busy and busy. I need a break.

Ok, yesterday as in tuesday, went for a movie at the new cathay in downtown east E!Hub. I find the place very cosy and of course new. Bought tickets for the happenings. Not very happening though. Haha.. Kinda boring. Not worth to watch at all. Before that ate newyork newyork for dinner. Got requested to help taking a series of photos! But none have me inside. Is all about one person's 自恋. Lol.. Maybe i shall post some. This is just like less than 1/10 of the pictures la.



Reached home around 12am plus. Fell asleep after bathing. Too tired. Went for a movie straight after camp. I need more sleep. I even work till late at night la. Lucky for me, i took an off day tomorrow, thursday. My workload is even worse than those working in outside world. Do overtime with no extra pay. Everything must be in tiptop condition. Everything will be over in an instant. Let me make the final push! Work work work! =)

Ok, next few shows on my list are

- Get smart
- You don't mess with the zohan
- The incredible hulk

I think i wont have time to watch narnia. Sigh..

Basketball tomorrow.

Gonna go sleep already. Sleepy.. Night.

Chanter

Slept way early yesterday. Before 7pm i already in my dream land. Woke up at 4am then prepare to go camp. Busy day in camp.

- Did a bunk inspection today and caught many dirty bunks
- Clearing of unserviceable items
- Doing fire standing order for my unit
- Over 100 fire points to check and update
- Preparing for an audit check
- Blood test this morning

Speaking of blood test, medics cant be trusted. They told me this medic is the most senior and experience in drawing blood. But... He poked me 3 times before finally manage to draw a tube of blood. Every NSF got to do a HIV test before they ORD. That explains the blood test. Still got dental and other tests. Oh ya, let me say about the 3 pokes.

The first time he tried, blood came out but in a low quantity then the flow stopped. It turned out to be that he never jab deep enough. So he tried to adjust by shifting left and right while constantly trying to penetrate deeper. Imagine the pain. Until i cant take it, i requested him to find another spot. Second attempt failed as he aimed the wrong area. Got poked for nothing. Third attempt he finally got the right spot. Normal drawing of blood, the blood will flow into the needle tube very quickly and naturally. But this medic, he keep pulling and pushing the tube behind the needle like pumping a ball la, until the whole tube is filled with my blood. What a torturing experience. Now there are bruises on my arm. That is why everyone have no confidence in SAF's medics! But i still believe not all medics are lousy.

Ok enough said, went top one to sing on sat. Listen to this song. I just cant help but video it down. Hell funny la.

Ok this is my solo one. Not nice but still wanna post. I have the right to post and you have the right not to listen. =)

Alright, got to go sleep. Zzz monster is pestering me. Night..