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Just home after prata with ting. Saw jani manning the stall. Then i suddenly remember the whole shop belongs to his mum.

I am left with two more days. What should i get for this sat? Headache. Cracking my brain for a surprise birthday for her. Hmm hmm.. Suggestions anyone? I am not good at handicraft! Tomorrow shall go order a cake first. Ideas, i need ideas!

I want to watch red cliff.. Any takers? You can have me for the day. I promise to be entertaining alright. =)

I suddenly miss those days with my group of poly cliques.
Stanley, ernest, maybeline, suyi, jessie, serene, jacquline. The fun days man.. All the shitty and happenings. Been through so much together. The secrets we shared.
I also miss the group of siaolian, tingting, shuhui, ci en, chris, joey. Great company.
Another group will be shalene, michelle, cheryl, joanna, jocelyn. This is my maersk and fyp group. There are more to this group but some are also in tingting's group.

Secondary school who do i miss?
Wenwen, huilin, connie, yingning, xiuting, sijia, kenneth, xianyang. My CO and trouble making partners! Ok, mostly is i create problems and they join in. Haha..

Although most of them still do meet up, i just wanna say, i miss all my friends!

Ok, i am getting impatient. I approached another agency under the recommendation of lyn. Shall see who offers a better and efficient service. Maybe i should call and hurry the other agent. I need a job badly.. Although i am like enjoying my life now. Deep down i felt so bad staying at home with nothing much to do. Time wasting. I dont wanna be like the past, slacked so much and accomplish nothing. Everyday is about eat, sleep and play. Now is different already. Constructive please!

Ok, got to go do my tutorial now.

雨后总有晴天,
就算再大的狂风暴雨,
乌云也永远遮不住温暖的太阳

Ok dinner was great with amanda. Took a cab over to reservoir view to fetch her. After that went 85 market for stingray as she got the craving for it. Nice long hair ar ducky. Haha.. Stingray, clams and porridge. You know actually i am surprised that you still remember i dont like spring onion! Thanks for moving it aside. =) But hey i am nice too alright. At least you dont need to peel off the skins of the stingray. After that we decided to walk back. Luckily i still remember the way. Crossed the overhead bride and headed back. She did something crazy la! Still tell me you are much more daring than the past. I can see that. Haha.. Send her home first before i flag for a cab. Ikea trip soon alright. Thank god we shared similar taste for food! Ikea!

Darren asked for a mahjong session. But i dont wanna go out till late again. Dont wanna irritate my mum. She already got so pissed off at me yesterday after i came home from club. Because i was puking. Empty stomach. I think i woke everyone up. But just now she still called me and wanna get something light for me since she knew i am not feeling well. Although my mum's temper is kinda nasty, she still loves me the most! How much more can i ask for? Sweet right? Thank you! I do love you too. Even though i always cant help but to bicker with you. =)

Alright i am tired now. Night everyone.

DblO yesterday night. Club again. Should never drink with an empty stomach. Not having dinner was bad. I wont try this again. Torturing. Actually i think yesterday was fun. But got to cut down on clubbing.

I think lyn is real sweet. I was just kidding about buying dinner for me yesterday night. She cant make it as she was with her friend. So today i went to see her blog, she posted an entry to apologise. Shall copy only two sentences.

"He ended up not having his dinner, and there i was having a good time with my friends. I am not being silly, just a natural feeling of guilt"

Oh man.. Thanks for being sweet. Felt loved. Lol...

Ok, since i am free now, not booking in anymore and jobless, i shall cook meals! Starting from tomorrow. Anyone wanna come over and eat? Haha..

Alright, going out tonight to bedok 85. Eh ducky, you view yet not tagging? Thanks ar.. Remember the ikea trip i tell you! It is you who complain about marine parade is far from tampines! Eh stay with xie yi more often la. Nearer. Lol..

Just woke up. Suddenly jump up as i thought i am late for school. Ok i am bad yesterday, i left class earlier to go club. Zzz.. I am too sleepy to continue the lesson anyway. On the cab to DblO then suddenly change location to phuture. Phuture was a blast yesterday night. The girls there are really hot. My friends keep on tackling girls. Hugging one after another. Girls nowadays are super easy eh? Their dress sense are like top lower bottom higher. Getting more and more revealing.

I am so tired that i wanna leave early. So when i was leaving with one of my friend, we saw a girl drunk and fell down. Although her friends helped her up, she still cant stand straight. She is the highlight yesterday. Wore a super low bare back which guarantee her the permit of not wearing a bra. So her two pieces of cloth in front shifted place when she fell. Ended up exposing her whole breasts in front of all the crowds. Let me repeat myself. Is the whole breasts with nipples and everything. Is not in the club when is so dark. Is outside of zouk with all the lightings! Everyone was staring at her for a good 3 mins. She did not even notice. Her friends also blurred and admiring her pairs at the same time. Zzz.. Wondering anyone took picture. After she found out, she was so embarrassed that she hug her chests throughout. I can see from her face la, totally humilated. After a while she disappeared. I think she went home. Not bad ar, free entry for me and free show. I am not trying to make fun of her. But i seriously felt that she deserves it. Firstly, do you need to wear till so revealing? Secondly, why dont you just wear a bra?? Thirdly, no one ask you to get drunk. Fourthly, you trusted the wrong friends. What a night.

Alright going to school soon. Tired.. But got to force myself. Studies more important.

Suddenly thought of eating the meatballs and chicken wings in ikea.. I forgot when is the last time. This is something normal friends wont be always willing to do with me. Sian..

Ok last but not least, ORD LOR! Everyone must say this sentence when they finish NS! Tradition. Haha...

Finally able to meet yixin. Dinner was great. Lots of things to chat about. Walked over to her house area in less than 10mins. Super near la. Ate bar chor mee. Meet more often ar xin. =)

Collecting my pink IC! Like finally. Serve with passion eh.. There are times serve until depression. Haha.. But whatever it is, a good experience in NS.

After collecting IC need to go school. After that maybe club. But dont really feel like clubbing. I feel like watching red cliff.. Zzzz..

I can smell the freedom now! Haha.. ORD lor!

Overslept, missed my medical appointment. Shit.. Got tons of questions to ask about my ankle due to some problems. Heck.. ORD is not a good thing after all. Got to pay my own medical fees!

3 days. Final countdown. We tiny we looney, we all the little tooney. Dadada dadada dadadadadadada. Ok i am bored.

Red cliff... My red cliff.. I haven watch it yet! I can miss any shows but this! Comon guys.. Red cliff!

I am still sleepy.

Ok someone is irritating me. I received a missed call and i called back. He/she dont wanna pick it up. So i message who is this. Here is the conversation.

Me: "Hi, who is this?"
Him/her: "Sorry."
Me: "Sorry? Who are you?"
Him/her: "You know me one la."
Me: "Hmm.. I dont have your number. What is your name?"
Him/her: "When my grandmother come, i sometime go to your home."

I was like wtf... Your grandmother come what has it got to do with me?? But i suddenly thought of my younger cousins.

Me: "My cousin? Name? Which one?"
Him/her: "Never mind."
Me: "Cant you say your name??"

Zzz.. Is it so hard to even tell people your name? How am i gonna know.. Then i received a picture. Is my cousin. -_- After that she keep sending message over.

Her: "You know who is this?"
Her: "Yi ting"
Her: "You keep on saying me pig when i was young."
Me: "Oh, next time say your name la. You call me for?"
Her: "Never mind."
Her: "You know me la so please stop asking me la."
Me: "Not funny."
Her: "I know."

-_- Ok, i was typing all these while waiting for the replies. Too bored. Super bo liao la. Waste my time. I was super amazed by her. How in the world i know who is she with an unknown number and she refusing to tell me her name. Lol.. Holy.. Nowadays everyone is so weird. Ok got to admit i was a bit irritated. Lol..

Ok got to go out soon. Shower now.

Monday blues.. Although to be frank, i did nothing constructive for the whole day.

Mich came over find me after she finish school. Have dinner and some desserts. Slacked till 10pm then went for supper near her house. Prata shop. Still got to search for durians as she got cravings for it at that hour. After supper accompany her to the agency to drop her pay check. Oh ya, saw her dad today.

Medical appointment again tomorrow. After that maybe meeting tszshan then go school eat dinner with lian before meeting the rest for lesson.

Tired and sleepy now. Shall go take a nap. Night..

Just came home from JB. The hotel is quite good. But did not manage to use the bathtub. Too tired. I wanna use bathtub.. I think the stay is worth it. Comfortable. Kind of relaxing. Next time shall explore more areas and further up. Chill in the night. Thought of going to the Go-kart area. But closed down. Disappointing. Go JB what is the one thing you cant miss? Feast! Seafood craze. Is way too cheap. Bought crabs and some food back for my sister. Gums for mich. Did not manage to shop though. We took a malaysia car back. Paid the driver and he send all of us home.

Superwoman



The starting is real touching.
我擦了地板
换上新鲜的花, 洗了衣服
还帮你换了新的沐浴用品
你看了就会知道
家里的水费电费和电话费
还有你的停车费我都缴了
晚餐做好了, 放在冰箱里
你只要微波一下就能吃了
Where can we find such a girlfriend? In the shows perhaps. Lol.. Just by the amount of sweetness, she is already wow..

我真的好爱你
爱到就快要看不到我自己了
This statement kinda suggest my past. Loving one person too much till the extend of forgetting oneself. Forgotten that i should be nice to myself too. That is a terribe mistake i guess. But at least i am loving myself now. Knowing how to pamper myself and enjoy.

The ending part is very meaningful.
你到底是爱我还是爱你自己.
I guess there are lots of people out there selfishly love themselves more than their partner. Life.. Never will be fair.

I am waiting for replies!

Just got home. Tired, felt slight giddy and sleepy. No matter what i do, i just felt the emptiness in me. The hole that cant seems to fill up. Why is it so.. I am tired of clubbing. Tired of drinking. Tired of everything. Can someone please step in and tell me whatever i am doing is wrong? Can someone just control the devil in me? Let me be back to a normal being once again? Will you be the one that i will submit to?