Happy belated birthday

Toss and turn, i can't get to sleep. Decided to blog. This year is a quiet birthday. But i seriously do enjoy the late night dinner on my birthday. Thanks for the present. I really do appreciate and treasure it. I really do.. =)

Tons of things to say, perhaps an update of my bangkok trip last week. But can't really think in the middle of the night. So perhaps next time, with photos.

Birthday is over, april fool is over. Good friday next! But i will be working......... Yawn.. Whatever it is, i do have a birthday wish. One and only. But i think the probability for it to come true, is too insignificant for me to even mention it.. Sigh.. Oh well.... Hope.. I can still hope i guess..

只要你说一句, 世界就都属于你.......

Wonder girls - Nobody

[YooBin] You know i still love you baby
And it will never change

[all] I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[SunYe] Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody

[SunMi] Nan shireunde wae nal ireonae ryeogohanijaggu naemareun deujji angowae ireohgedareun namjaege nalbonaeryeo hani eoteohge ireoni

[SoHee] nal wihae geureodan geu mal
neonbujokha daneun geu mal
ijengeu manhaeneon nareul aljana weh wonha jido anneun geol gangyohae

[all] I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[YeEun] Nan dareul sarameun shiro niga animyon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[SunYe] Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody

[SunMi] nan joh eunde nan haengbokhandeneoman isseumyeondwae deo baralge obneundenugul mannasseo haengbokharan geoyanan neol ddeonasseo haengbokhal ssu eobseo

[SoHee] Nal wihae geureohdan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an dwineun mariran geol wae mollaniga eobshi eoddeohge haengbokhae

[all] I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[YeEun] Nan dareul sarameun shiro niga animyon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[SunYe] Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody

[all] I want Nobody nobody body
I want Nobody nobody body

[YeEun] Naneun jeongmal niga animyon niga animyon shildan marya Ah~

[all] I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[YeEun] Nan dareul sarameun shiro niga animyon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you

[SunYe] Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro

[all] I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody

[YooBiin] Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna ggumman gateodeongutae ro doragago shipeundewae jaggu nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you

消失的世界

一个人回家的路上, 感觉特别漫长... 时间一分一秒的过去... 原来.....

我发现, 我.. 不是真的快乐... 已经很久很久, 没有感觉到内心深处, 那高兴的滋味...

当你握紧我的手
我决定和你走
经历再多的挫折
也绝对不退缩
当河流都倒流
我还在你左右
一直陪伴你到时间的尽头
就算有一天
天和地都会分离
也永远不离也不弃
要和你在一起

为了你我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
生命荡涤轮回里
你是唯一不忘的记忆
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你从此绝不会放手

不曾褪色的承诺
比永久还要久
痛过哭过也恨过
从未想放弃过
莫问我要理由
爱就是我所有
今生来世你是不变的守候
就算全世界
都要来与你为敌
也还要紧紧抱着你
泪不会掉一滴

为了你我可以
因为爱你我只能爱你
只要为你我愿意
牺牲一切都不觉可惜
真正的爱过
才算真正的活过
爱你从此再无他所求

Eagle shooting heroes

I think only those who appreciate this type of shows will understand it. But this short clip is kinda touching. Not the front part. Is around the starting of 2.15mins. The first 2 mins is nothing much. I can't manage to get a shorter clip to show. Without knowing the story and events that happened before this plot, i guess most people will just feel puzzled. =)

惜弱:
我所做错的一切, 只希望你能怪我, 骂我
可是你将错, 都放在自己的身上
我们把所有的错都背在自己的身上
让自己内疚, 痛苦
以为这样做, 是为对方好
结果, 却让我们的伤口, 越挖越深
让我们都活在往日的罪孽里, 逃不出来
我们越是不放过自己, 越是折磨对方, 伤害对方
甚至, 让身边所有的人也跟着我们一起受苦

Work is good. Been staying till late. Buried myself in. Focused on it. Bring my thoughts away.

Speak the truth will you? What can i say...

I give up

Another cinderella story

This is another great show. But i think the songs are better than the dance. Lets just lower our expectations. This will be good enough.

Exams are coming. Yet i am troubled by other matters.

I think i should just give up. Give it all up. Yea i guess...

It's become so hard
For me to be surprised
But you're bringing back the real me
No judgement in your eyes
It's the way you make me feel
Like i'm finally something real

Dedicated Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday! A special day for you! Enjoy yourself ya! Stay happy, bubbly and blur always! =)

This pub Howl At The Moon is quite unique. Went once, but i think i like it.

I....... Got many things to say........ But i can't manage to let it out............ Maybe bit by bit. But is not enough.... Sometimes sometimes, i am satisfied with the current situation. But....... I think is just not enough.... Do you know what i am talking about?

我终于明白, 办不到的承诺, 就成了枷锁... There was a time, when all things failed, what is left? Hope... A tiny hope is enough for a great motivation. One cannot live without hope. This is something that can never diminish from our heart.

Take a chance. Live a new life. You never know unless you try......

我一直很安静.. 默默地, 我觉的就足够了....
也许在梦境里, 是我们最近的距离...
没有你的每一天... 快乐离我好遥远.. 真的好遥远....

人生在世, 难得糊涂......

My sins

I know myself. Sometimes i do hate it. I knew i shouldn't. Yea... I knew but yet.......

I am full of sins. You don't know me. You don't know how much i had sinned. My closest friends knew. Is not real bad. But is still sinful of me. I can't help it.. Why.... For a long time, i been asking myself why am i doing this. Why can't i stop it. Why.. Is that really so important to me that i cannot give it up? Inside of me, there are always 1001 whys. I can never explain it. Deep down, i don't wanna be this way. I don't want to find excuses for myself. I hate lies. I hate dishonesty. Absolutely pointless. Tell me what is the meaning of life? I am not having suicidal thoughts. That is an immature behaviour.

Tell me... Am i that bad?
Tell me... Am i a good friend?
Tell me... What do you think of me?
Tell me.....
I need many answers..
I am just avoiding.
I can't face it.
I cant even face myself.
So tell me now, what can i do?