Why now...

I went out happily. Although i am tired and sleepy, my mood is still alright. Drink, drank and tipsy. Came home and my mood is all gone. In one instant. Those of you know who this person is should know the impact on me.

[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:24 AM:
i went through sm smses in my old phone....
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:25 AM:
just wanna tell you, i miss you
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:25 AM:
oh well
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:25 AM:
what happened to us
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:25 AM:
haha sorry
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:26 AM:
a little in a drunken stupor
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:38 AM:
what happened to us...................
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:39 AM:
right my apologise agian
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:39 AM:
nights
[R]yn_askin - who has camping tents?? sent 11/9/2008 1:39 AM:
can we go back to then?

Maybe she is drunk and not sober. Maybe she is just being emotional at that moment. Why wait till now? Don't you think is too late? Is been nearly a year.. I felt a pain. A sharp pain piercing through my heart. Why wait till i have given up all hopes? I really tried my best for you. But everything is just so wrong in your eyes. I am never enough.. Is really painful. The pain... Somebody kill me please...................